Guys, I am tired and lazy and don’t want to blog. I am sick of blogging every day. I feel like I’m being unfair to you guys – I give you a crap post every day because I’ve ditched the quality over quantity rule and it doesn’t matter so long as I post something.
I don’t even know what to write about. School is starting, I’m moving, everything is in boxes everywhere, I’m stressing about college prep and tests (already, I know), about how orchestra is starting and I still have my student cello and I’d hoped to have a new cello by now except then we bought a house and I’m stressing about going to a writing retreat next year and not having any money or a job anymore because my boss’s budget got slashed and he had to let me go and then I’m also stressing about this one thing I wanted to do (called going to Italy to study Shakespeare) which COSTS A LOT OF MONEY and then I am also stressing about my driver’s ed because I still have a gazillion more practice hours to do and I HAVE YET TO DRIVE AT NIGHT AT ALL and I feel like I’m going to fail my driver’s test or not have the right forms or something and even if I do get my driver’s license it won’t even matter because my mom would never let me drive anywhere anyway and I’ll probably get in a wreck or something and then die, or whatever, and yeah.
AND I AM SO FLIPPING SICK OF SUMMER.
There. I said it. It’s 105 degrees outside all day every day. I feel completely useless and fat and lazy sitting on my butt so much. I want school to start. I’m also probably losing my mind. So there’s that.
And I’m exhausted and I’m so sorry I keep giving y’all crap posts but I am running on empty. I just want to sleep.